True love or Down-Graded

2006-07-04T06:18:00.000-07:00

wahs.... Edna finally found her Mr Right man... tats for her... wonder how that guy looks like... if she allows(tats if she allows!!!), would like to see the guy...

as for me... i still prefer flirting than to really find gals... it will take ages for pple to find gals tat are true to them... well thats according to my experience...well nothing much for todae...

on sunday , i met this gorgeous lady who gave her phone number( this was while i was selling the stupid choclates for charity?!) to me.... and she called me by the night at abt 7pm and asked me out the nxt day(monday) at abt 2.30pm to bring her around singapore and so we had coffee at starbucks at orchard road and we decided goin to plaza singapura where edna is to introduce edna to that gal( named Jess) , but i didnt see them anywhere...

to bad this month will be the last month she will be in singapore... but she promise to keep in contact...haha... she wonder if i have feelings for her(i did...) , but i just told her no feelings... just friends or maybe a little bit more...

nvrmind tatts all for todae....
: my angel has come, but she has to go AGAIN!!!!!:
: utterly pathetic, compared to SIN 807, having tons of gals wanting his pacs....:
:haha:

2006-06-30T07:31:00.000-07:00

toade is such a cool day... we thrashed east spring secondary at a score of 32 : 4 ... they must have felt bad... being thrashed to this state... maybe our team shld be more merciful... haha..

todae there was nothing much except that my mum is gonna have her operation soon... hope she will be ok... haha... got out school late for the first time in this week... but i noe theres more of the late goins coming... i see the future!!!

my dudes are getting their own broad, one by one.. dun noe the day they would invite me to their wedding.... haha htats it for todae...

:Angel come quick to honey:
: i m at the death edge:
(",)

2006-06-28T01:31:00.000-07:00

Wonders of the Earth may be true but to me, its not working.. the person who wrote the disgusted comment abt me and edna makes me feel like punching that person... better find that person out man... asked amilia whether she noes my blog and she said no... maybe the person who wrote that may not be her after all... so hope tat edna would kinda calm down and not make things big... or everyone will not be happy the worhs..

haiz... lost my softball match yesterday.... wonder if i could give it my best to win the match this friday.. hope edna and frenz would come watch the match nad see the team win after all.... though my muscles still hurt from todae's pumping "training" from Mr soh and frenz.. still i will be pumping the best of me for the national game...

the days of my playboy life is over... now i will stop my love life road for a moment cause i dont noe where to turn to.... maybe when i get the letter from my swimming coach... will i start to look dark and start "hunting" down for gals.... haha

: the darkest days of my life still continues:
: hope my angel will come to me: (",)

2006-06-18T23:31:00.000-07:00

Finally back from my trip to poland and shanghai... totally suck to the core... imagine being down with food-poisoning when u are supposed to have fun in shanghai.... it was so out of my plan to go shopping but i still bought some things.. i dont like the food there... it was so not fitting and the pple there too.... sux... they talk like barbarian... they sit like animals..... and sell things like more ex. then the americans.... but still i dont like the lifestyle over there at shanghai... its to fast... and the way the chinese speak english its like speaking malay.... haha.... kk nothing much to say either the heat in my body is killing me.... hope this "hell" will not end till the last day of school...

2006-06-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

ohh man.. the days of leaving is getting nearer and nearer.. didnt expect it to come so soon... i didnt cherish those whom i love when i am able... i will be goin soon... hope they would miss... guess not...

wonder how edna feels right now after we broke... wonder if she is still not interested in relationships or is she just fantasizing at her dream love or Mr. Right.. haha tats abt it cant talk talk that much abt wed,thursday or even toda... my love life so boring... or maybe tats wad i m made up of ... the boring atoms starting to replicate agin... B-)

on thurs i went with a few of my pri. schl frenz... including my ex-teacher... hes leaving for hong kong to TEACH!!!( maybe tats wad he likes to do)... and i have a sudden thinking( maybe i m not the only one leaving after all..)

heard a news tat i may have a choice to leave Sing or not for the competition( not mentioning wad competition, those who noe me well will noe...)i was thinking maybe i shldnt go.. i cant bear to leave all my god- sis and bros...

:cant to bear 4ll my lov3 one5:
all those who noe me well... be prepared i dont noe if i m leaving anot... just stay normal if i leave...
:i dont really noe others any better:
i dont noe myself and others, i am utterly terrible...XD

2006-06-06T16:49:00.000-07:00

yesterday was totally screwed up.. 06/06/06 was the devils number... it happened tat on this day i was so unlucky.... i felt so down-graded.. i broke up with my gf... felt so being toyed around... (maybe its true), all she said was tat she is not interested in relationships these few months... maybe or possibly true...if tats true then she shouldnt have even... with me. wads more she mention 'months'... have a total feeling that she is being a broad... but maybe my instincts are wrong.. but i will still love like my sis..

yesterday was also terrible... didnt make it to go for the entire softball training.. but at least i saw him... a rather plump man... his looks are so erms... tat if gals were in softball, they would be vomitting every single time he stares at anyone...

tats for yesterday nothing much... except for my love life disaster tat i suddenly have to take it on..
:devil's words coming all true, listen or death:
i may have thought of the whole wide world but nvr myself nad someone tell me wad i am

2006-06-05T02:53:00.000-07:00

sianZ.. the whole of the jun hols sux esp. even when i talk to my gf to go out... she just say she cant.... maybe she really cant but at least speak to me man...nvrmind abt her first...

the days of the hell is always around the corner... the days of not seeing my frenz makes mi feel bored... although.. theres still the com to use... cant my gf just gif me her trust and dont feel paiseh when i ask her to go...

wonders ??? miracles??? hope tat all these will happen in my love life.. maybe she will think much faster when she gets noe tat i will be leaving her soon enough... maybe i will leave a month or two... and change school after i come back.... buts tats just my thoughts... i maybe true... no one might ever know...

Hopes of her being free on the i go...( unrevealable unless to her)
[:Today i m dead:] :
the only ever "UNKNOWN" that will see the real life inside but nvr himself